Thursday, September 30, 2004'♥
was so damn farking pissed off 2dae!
wanted to sleep during e stupid self esteem talk juz now.
den infront of us was this row of fatsossss
all so fat can stupid pui char boh!
nvm.e tink is they r so damn fucking smelly
a mixture of perfume wif sweat smell wif b.o smell
nearly faint siaz.wah laoz ehz.fuckers.
den still so buey zi dong e ger in front of me kip airing her armpit
wah lan ehz.fuck her man.argh!!!
wasted 1 hr of my sleep siaz.
so tired siaz now..yawnz..
been crapping alot these daes in sch.haha.sickening.
had fun during lunch juz now laughing our ass off
stupid cindy go disturb ppl.*faints*
got 2 damn ugly n nerdy guys buying food
den she go sae "excuse mi shuai ge..jie guo"
den e aunties were lyk.."huh?shuai ge?"
wahaha...den e 3 of them kip pushing 2 1 another who cindy's calling shuai ge
YUCKS.go n zhao zhao jing zi la.disgusting.
n we were lyk practically saying n critising everybody who walk pass us or sit near us.
n stupid liyi sae 1 guy sitting infront o her look lyk hamburger.
dun worry.dun b 2 depressed.we'll help u find fei zai baq ok.lolz.
mad cow.2dae shi jian hen kuai guo.
oh juz now aft e talk rite..came out from e audi..den all e a/c course ppl outside
den liyi suddenly whisper 2 mi:nat..u saw not?
i was lyk huh?c wat?
den juz nice i turn...i nearly scream man...kua dio gui!
wahaha...tt guy ar...cover half of his lower face den kip dono laughing or smiling
n e tink is his whole face damn red lor!!!!!!!!
haha den we kip laughing at him.den they were lyk...wa biang ehz...he kip staring at u can.
i was lyk...wateva~~~im used 2 it.nb siaz.
juz got 1 advice 4 u.dun make tinks so obvious ya?
coz now i already noe tat e person is u liao.so...ya.pls look str8 when u walk or 1 dae u mite fall or knock into something!
haha.tats all.
Zombie@9/30/2004 05:35:00 PM
Wednesday, September 29, 2004'♥
went into coma twice 2dae
damn tired.sleep till v shiok.raining somemore.
kip feeling very very giddy.dunno y worz.
haikz.hup its bcoz ive got not enuff rest n nth else.
coz my kidney keep having pains lately.dono if its related.
had bzf test 2dae.haha.im so gonna make it.=x
haikz.been real hot tempered lately.
sorry pals n thanks 4 putting up wid it.
guess its bcoz i rly rly lack o rest.n some other reason ya.
it sucked big tym.feel s if im gg bonkers.
hao nan shou.haikz.
=<
Zombie@9/29/2004 04:41:00 PM
'♥
yawnz..studied abit of bzf test 4 tmr..
now taking break.c im so guai rite.=p
lantern festival today.
gud ger me stay for e fcuking boring sch till 315
den took bus home..damn tired.
went into "coma".nearly missed my stop siaz.heng my fone kip ringing.
though irritating la.but it saved me so much troubles.hees.
so wana slp whn rch home...den mel col sae mit 7.
faints.rly bth.took a short nap.
den went down bdk reservoir mit her,kaili,n tt wats-her-name-agn.
e big tym joker.but i 4get her name liaoz.haha.n mel lil sis.
kenneth n kelvin came oso.joined us.
had so much fun.hahahaz.=x
my hand tmr sure blue-black liaoz.damn pain can.humph.
ivy came down at bout 10 plus.but haikz.
she come i go.wana go baq study 4 bzf test.
omg.im so damn guai rite.*grinz*
k fine.i noe i bhb.but still i am la.=x
haikz...tym dunch seems to b enuff 4 mi everydae
i wana slp.but i carn.
sucks man wat e hell.
sch's irritating e hell out o me.
life's getting boring.but peaceful.
i love my life now.i'm halfwae thru 2 zuo dao wo yao zuo de dong xi.
3 cheers!!!
Zombie@9/29/2004 01:34:00 AM
Friday, September 24, 2004'♥
yawnz..juz woke up..
din go sch 2dae agn.
e tot o gg sch juz make me feel so damn sick.
*pukes* ytd ran off during lunch brk.
went home n sleep e whole afternoon.
so shiok...dono y juz feel very tired lately.
not feeling very well either...
tink gonna fall sick liao...coz i kip eating. =x
bill came...sharks...damn farking ex.
got jacko 2 help mi col up n asked
den she call mi baq n told mi she kana laughed at by tose ppl
wahhahahahha wat e hell can!
ger...is not tat u ask 2 mani ques...is hor...e wae u ask is damn comical
haha.bleahz.k la..dun laugh at u liaoz.thanks aniwae. =)
still tinking whr shld i go ltr...
they gg boat quey...arhhhhhhhh
shld i go dere or go out wif my frienz...
but den veh long nv c them liaoz worz...n tink mel n ivy gg 2...i wana meet them but i dun wana chiong!!!
argh!!!dono la...c 1st ba.
yawnz...
//.i.feel.hapi.4.u.n.hup.we.r.still.friends.=).\
Zombie@9/24/2004 03:54:00 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004'♥
din go sch 2dae
mit liyi n went 2 singapore post eat my big breakfast
heez..slack n waited 4 kelvin
tat ass...miz him 2 bits.
4eva bullying me..but nvm..its worth it.
coz he's juz so fun 2 b wif.haah
went 2 suntec n shop shop
kelvin bought us handfone straps.luv it.coz so nice.heez.
so mani tinks i wana buyyy...but im so broke.=(
wait till i get my pay man.
shop till i drop dead.=x
walk ard suntec 4 so long...dunch noe wat 2 eat worz..
den decided 2 eat at pizza hut.
tt toopid liyi lyk crazy 1 siaz...
aiyoooo laugh lyk siao dere.
den damn tired siaz aft eating...eyes closing le...took cab home.
dunch wana go skool tmr oso.
not interested in skool animore.motivation all gone.
//im.keeping.myself.bz.n.i.hup.it.rly.will.work.\
Zombie@9/22/2004 05:49:00 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004'♥
went out with ivy mellinsa n kaili ytd
slack ard bdk den tamp
suppose 2 go pavillion kbox
but all of us kinda tight
so went teo heng...
had lotsa fun dere...xinyuan n 1 o their friend joined us too
wana sae thanks 2 my sisters
4 e songs n 4 e warmth
i will b wat u guys wan me 2 be...so dun worry k.
luv u guys 2 bits.muacks.
ovrslept tis morn...lyk fark man...
rush lyk hell..haikz...aniwae dono y but juz kinda lose interest in studying le
kip dun wana go sch
sianz...sch juz sux 2 e max...
im so tired...yawnz...
Zombie@9/21/2004 05:12:00 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004'♥
went to find mellinsa..pei her..
tok n slack dere..
n she told me alot..alot of tinks abt him..
felt s if dere's a dagger piercing rite thru my hart
was very down but i noe i gotta be strong
so act lyk nth..
n now im 2 lost 4 words..
juz sit here feeling so weak..felt so drained suddenly
he's attached.
i sincerely wish u all e best.
truely hope u've found ur happiness.
take care.=)
Zombie@9/19/2004 10:42:00 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004'♥
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only wayI see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
//.tym.will.nv.heal.everytink.its.easier.said.den.done.\
Zombie@9/17/2004 11:32:00 AM
Thursday, September 16, 2004'♥
time flies
*sigh*
hols gonna b over real soon
tats gud
been tinking bout lots n lots of stuffs
abt him..abt myself..
frienz said im stupid im dumb
am i?
its all juz out of love tat im doing it 4
e mixture o hatred n love
rly tortures mi lyk hell
when will all tis come 2 an end
i c a change in myself lately
sad 2 sad...it aint a gud 1...
will i b pull baq 2 e rite path somedae
2 e old nat i used 2 b
2 bring out a genuine smile agn
is tat all still possible.
it hurts noeing tat he's in luv wif someone else
is still lies tat i've been told of aft all
u said u dun nid ani wishes coz u wana lead ur own single lyf
well...guess u juz nid it aft all.
all e best 2 u.
its e luv tat makes mi wana b wif u.
its oso e luv tat forces mi 2 let go 2 c happiness in u.
take care.i love u boy.
no matter whr u r or wat u do..
u noe dere's still someone out dere who prays 4 u everydae
who still cares & misses u lots.
Zombie@9/16/2004 11:12:00 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004'♥
sch hols..it's gonna b e suckiest hols eva
sat in front of my comp listening 2 songs..
flashbacks of memories playing over n over agn
e pain is still so strong..
juz carn fite baq my tears agn
im useless i noe.
but it juz hurts 2 much.
felt tat tinge of pain when i saw ur nick on msn.
but i truely wish u all e best.
Zombie@9/13/2004 01:18:00 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2004'♥
dreamt of u last nite
sometink nice...but towards e end...
u juz dissppear...
woke up & tears juz start streaming down agn
i miss u so much.
i love you still.
Zombie@9/12/2004 10:38:00 AM